i disappeared for like a year again ahah, rip.
no real reason other than i dont log in as much?
not much to really say with an update beyond the biggest thing plaguing me right now
i learned, a couple days ago, that im intensely fictionkin with Gregg, from Night in the Woods, so much so that i might, be having more 'ID' feels? but that in turn is sorta stressing me out because when im in that mindset i feel alone and like im having a 'down down day' not too clear given that ive only been aware for a few days now but, it's enough to make me worry. a lot of things around me have been changing for, to me, the worse and everything is just, always in my mind. it's a very, very confusing existence.
though most people i know well either wouldnt understand or arent sure of how to help... it's hard, but im surviving at the very least.